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A Lunar Wanderer & Star-Gazer writing about finding your path in life and pondering on soul growth through cosmic magic.

And everything to do with your inner knowing

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The idea of your life having a singular purpose is becoming more foreign to me. And that is a bold statement since for the majority of my life it has been the complete opposite. I’ve wandered around aimlessly trying to figure out what my life’s purpose is. …

Unshackling from social media conditioning

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There is a shift happening on social media. There is a shift happening in our society.

We are waking up to the harm caused by social media conditioning. We are no longer numb to its effects on us. We are starting to question our own behaviours around it. We are…


No, competition has nothing to do with it

I used to live for the notifications that a new post would bring.

Bing. Someone likes my sweaty face.

Bing. Someone else finds it motivational.

Bing. Bing. Bing. Oh yes, I am winning with this post.

But then the notifications stop. Its short-lived existence has filled its part. …

It might change yours too

A photo of a cave. A stream of light is shining down on the opening of the cave, revealing its rocky bottom.
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“I did it. I let it go.”

This old journal entry from 20 October 2020 marked the end of a three-year hustle. But it was a seemingly simple question I’d asked myself a few days before that gave me the courage to finally face my fears. …

Seeker of True Self. Pottering coffee drinker. Occasional fiber art maker. Casual plant parent. A Generator with Sacral Authority.

Me in all my glory on a beach in Estonia — a place I was born in this life.

For someone who hates labels this is about as specific as it gets.

I’m not sure if it is an age thing but I’ve noticed, the older I get the less…

Committing to the journey ahead

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You may be wondering why I’m talking about the Moon in Pisces when you’ve heard that this Full Moon occurs in Aries. This is because I align the celestial bodies with their actual position in the live sky based on fixed stars instead of the seasons. …

Seeking wisdom and knowledge

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Did you know that Neptune wasn’t officially discovered until right after midnight on 24 September 1846?⁠

⁠It is suggested that Galileo may have recorded it back in 1612 as a faint star. Had he followed it over a period of time, he’d have had noticed its unusual movement. …

A leaf bud slowly opening up.
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The same old story.

Feeling unworthy of love.

Time to let it loose.

Fear of rejection

grasping my soul so tightly

I struggle to breathe.

It’s rather funny — I wrote these two haikus a little while ago when I had every intention to follow through on this 30-day poetry…

How to claim your spot with integrity

A photo of a dried up iron flower.
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We put so much pressure on ourselves. We make promises before we’ve thought through the consequences of what not meeting them would bring. We don’t allow space for reconfiguration, for flexibility.

I send out a newsletter every other Tuesday. The rigidity of that truly got to me this week. I…

Have we always looked up to make sense of ourselves?

A graphic on moon phases.
A graphic on Moon phases, created by the author.

I have spent the better part of my life moon spotting. There is something magical about the way it sometimes pops out of nowhere. Not only are we faced with our smallness but the energy of the Moon has a way to draw us into deep contemplation.

One of my…

Silvia Poldaru, MA

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